It's not writer's block. In my case, it's teacher's block.

Lately, I realised, I lose passion to teach. I thought of taking a break for a month or so and start everything all over again. I don't know what is wrong then how do I make improvement. Now that I have quite a plenty of students, I think sometimes I am not being kind towards some of them. They are plenty and I have enough on my plate.

Should I just stop taking new recruit? Yes.
Should I just quit? No.
Then what should I do?
Where do I start?
How to organize my lesson?
What should I teach?
How to manage my class?

I don't know about others. But this is my dilemma currently.

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Suatu hari di dalam lin selepas pulang mengajar, Hannah tanyakan pada aku dan Ika yang hanyut dengan lagu dari henfon kami.

“Lepas balik nanti, apa korang akan rindu?”, ringkas soalan Hannah. 

Aku serta merta menjawab, “Floridina!!”.

Aku tak begitu ingat jawapan si Ika. Tetapi aku takkan lupa jawapan si Hannah yang aku perlekeh. 

“Aku?”, Hannah berjeda. “Lin.”, dia ketawa kuat sambil merenung keluar.

Sesekali lin menggoyangkan badan kami akibat bonggolan di jalan dan trafik Banyuwangi yang boleh buat orang KL pun angkat tangan.

‘Tak kot.’, ini komen aku dari dalam hati. 

Sekarang, aku menyesal atas apa yang pernah aku katakan lewat bulan Mei tahun 2016 itu.

Hannah, of all things we disagree upon, there’s one thing I must admit. About the lin, you’re right.


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